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Sermon, The Rev. Charles Pedersen, May 6

5/6/2012

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In order to more deeply realize the presence of God, the Psalmist tells us “to be still and know that I am God.” God is always in our midst, so let’s be still for a moment.

I have a question for you. Do you still carry a special remembrance in your heart and mind? Perhaps a time with a friend, at a play, a concert, something read in a book, a sunset, a sunrise, some meaningful, unforgettable experience? Our lives are shaped by such moments. I want to share such an experience with you now.

When I was in seminary many years ago, I went with several fellow seminarians to a play. The play was “A Sleep of Prisoners” by Christopher Fry. I was so moved by a piece of poetry in the play that I wrote it down, and have kept it in my remembrance all these years. Listen to the poetry:

Thank God our time is now when wrong
Comes up to meet us everywhere,
Never to leave us ‘till we take
The longest stride of soul man ever took.
Affairs are soul-size.
The enterprise
Is exploration into God.

These profound and powerful words still speak prophetically to me, and I believe they speak to our country, to the nations, the peoples and the religions of the world. I believe they still challenge and speak to our very souls, yours and mine, right here, right now. Certain words are particularly haunting – “Till we take the longest stride of soul man ever took,” “affairs are soul-size,” and, “exploration into God.” We hear this word “soul” tossed about in sermons, songs, scriptural studies and discussions, sometimes in common talk. But what is this mysterious soul that resides within each of us?

Recall the biblical book, Genesis. Our journey begins here. “When there was nothing but God, God began to create the heavens and the earth, and God’s Spirit, Like wind, like breath, unleashed his creative power, shrouded in mystery and wonder. In the midst of this life-giving power, his Spirit created human beings, persons, and all created life began to evolve. And it was good.” This is where you and I literally begin!

Each one of us is born a living soul, a spirit-filled creation with self-consciousness, making us aware that we are able to have a living relationship with God our creator. We are, then, “children of God” and we will have the ability to remember that relationship, and who we really are as our lives unfold. Each one of us here today is a unique “Child of God.” This is our real “I.D.,” the only one that really counts in the long run! No one can ever take that away from you! To “know God,” as the Psalmist wrote is to remember who you really are, and that relationship will define your life and your life’s journey forever, even longer. Remember who you are!

But as our Genesis story unfolds, human kind chose not to remember its heritage – “Children of God.” Instead the choice was “to go it alone” to be as gods, “full of ourselves.” We ill take charge of our own life-journey and deal with those good and evil issues along the way. So “God, don’t call us, we will call you.” (I think that is what many people now call prayer!) But, even as in the beginning God’s love was boundless; it’s still the same, always within us, but not forcing the relationship.

But in the midst of a beautiful world God called “good,” what have been the consequences of “going it alone, full of ourselves,” taking charge? Let me tell you a story: One morning in the year 500BC, Buddha addressed his community of monks. “Monks,” he said: “All the world is burning. Burning with what? It is burning with the fire of greed, burning with the fire of hatred, burning with the fire of delusion.” How could Buddha say the whole world is burning? Because it is inhabited by human beings, “full of ourselves,” which is why we all have some experience with greed, hatred and delusion. But here is my quick snapshot of each:

Greed: At a press interview with a very wealthy New York financier, a young reporter asked him a question: “Sir, how much money does a man need to be comfortable?” He replied: “Young man, just a little more, just a little more.”

Hatred: Jonathan Swift, Anglican priest, Dean of St. Patrick’s, Dublin, 1713, “author of Gulliver’s Travels said “We have just enough religion to make us hate, but not enough to love one another.”

Delusion: Have we the habit of inverting the divine equation to mean that God exists to do our bidding?

From the beginning of human history, greed, hatred, delusion, have all been, and are, the source of all human misery. What in the world shall we do? “Affairs are soul-size. Our enterprise is exploration into God.” If each of us wants to find out, we have to journey deeper into the presence of God who already resides within our souls as well as beyond our souls. Let’s now imagine we are standing together with Jesus’ first disciples and some other folks gathered around:

“Then to all Jesus said: If anyone wants to be a follower of mine, let him renounce himself and take up his cross every day and follow me. For anyone who wants to save his life will lose it; but anyone who loses his life for my sake, will find it. What gain is it for a man to have won the whole world, and to have lost or ruined his very self? (Lk. 9:23)

But what kind of talk is this, and what does it mean? It means Jesus is offering a new and unexpected way to continue your life’s journey. Now imagine yourself standing around with Jesus and other folk:

“He was setting out on a journey, when a man came running up, knelt before him and put this question to him, ‘Good master, what must I do to inherit eternal life?’ Jesus said to him, ‘Why do you call me good? No one is good but God alone. You know the commandments: You must not kill, you must not commit adultery, you must not steal, you must not defraud, you must honor your father and mother.’ And he said to him, ‘Master, I have kept all these from my earliest days.’ Jesus looked steadily at him and loved him, and he said, ‘There is one thing you lack. Go and sell everything you own and give the money to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven; then come, follow me.’ But his face fell at these words and he went away sad, for he was a man of great wealth.” (Mark 10:17)

The young man in our story really wanted and expected Jesus, the wisdom teacher, to give him an additional “religious study program” which would at last qualify him for eternal life. He would gain the knowledge he desired without leaving the community, perhaps going to Jerusalem from time to time. His present lifestyle would not change, there would be nothing to give up, but he would still gain the assurance of eternal life. Instead Jesus cut to the core of his life. He was discovered by Jesus love, and the young man sadly walked away.

The apostle Paul, a law-abiding Pharisee, was cut to the core by Jesus on the Damascus road. But he chose the disciple’s road, following Jesus. He left his religious tribalism behind, shouldered his invisible cross, and began his new life, his journey of transformation. In his life of personal struggle, as well as shepherding new communities of Christians, he came to know what “full of yourself” self-love really was as well as what self-giving love really is. Listen to a portion of his letter to the new church in Corinth. It is a letter addressed to all of us.

“If I have all the eloquence of men or of angels, but speak without love, I am simply a gong booming or a cymbal clashing. If I have the gift of prophecy, understanding all the mysteries there are, and knowing everything, and if I have faith in all its fullness, to move mountains, but without love, then I am nothing at all. If I give away all that I possess, piece by piece, and if I even let them take my body to burn it, but am without love, it will do me no good whatever.” (1 Cor. 13:1)

And Paul can tell us something about self-giving love as well:

“Love is always patient and kind; it is never jealous; love is never boastful or conceited; it is never rude or selfish; it does not take offence, and is not resentful. Love takes no pleasure in other people’s sins but delights in the truth; it is always ready to excuse, to trust, to hope, and to endure whatever comes. Love never ends.” (1 Cor. 13:4)

We are nearing the end of our journey. But, as has been said by others, “in our end is our beginning….” Our souls forever echo the unending love-call – “you are a child of God.” God brings us that love-call in Jesus, that human face of God’s love, as well as the road we are called to travel with our invisible self-giving cross in companionship with him, on the road he has already traveled. In our life’s journey, Jesus reminds us that because he is The Light of the world, each of us is called to be a light in the world. Our light is to shine in the darkness of life, the darkness of greed, of hatred, of delusion, that destroy and deface the world that God created good. But our lives, like our invisible cross of self-giving, must be like candles. For a candle to be a shining light, the wax must empty itself for the light to shine. Our souls were created by God for self-singing love through our lives – your life, my life – for the sake of all life. “It is the longest stride of soul one can ever take!” So –

Remember who you are! “Affairs are soul-size!” “The enterprise is exploration into God” Get on with your life’s journey and “Shine!”
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Sermon, The Rev. Charles Pedersen, March 13

3/13/2011

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In another time, another place, another season of Lent, I was having a conversation with a friend I chanced to meet while downtown. As we talked, the flow of our conversation suddenly stopped. Then he said: Let me tell you what happened in my church last Sunday. After the sermon our pastor asked us to observe a period of silence for meditation. You know that by the time the silence ended, I was about to lose my mind! I wondered why?

I believe he was afraid. He felt threatened. He sensed within himself a mysterious vulnerability, and he wanted whatever was causing this discomfort to stop. His experience was not unique. In fact, I believe that in our American culture – our way of life – silence, quiet, stillness, may be our greatest fear. We are continually surrounded, immersed in a cacophony of sounds and seemingly endless activity provided by a whole family of electronic enablers to which we are addicted. Even parish churches, once dedicated as places of quietness, no longer give us that assurance. Avoidance tactics and lack of resolve to give priority for quiet time, rob us of a great gift – to heed the words of the psalmist: “Be still and know that I am God.”. We were born for this! Remember who you are?

Remember the Genesis story that tells us that God created we human beings and all beings, through the life-giving, creative power of his holy Spirit. And God said: “It was good”. God was in love with us from the very beginning. He has “planted” Himself, an awareness of his “real presence” within each of his children, people like us. We call the site of that mysterious “real presence,” our soul. Our soul is at the heart of what it means to become the real person God envisioned. But as the story reminds us, we chose instead to rival God and go our own way with our new-found egos and self-consciousness.

Our journey became a life of exploring and discovery, searching to know what this journey is all about. We might answer: Get a life! And, as we know, we began defining life in our own image, a life increasingly full of ourselves. We forgot that God planted his presence within each of our lives. We still have a soul, we are still a “spirit-filled” creation, still loved by God. As in all ages, when our “spiritual amnesia” begins to lift, we see dimly, but we discover that the gods made in our own image fail us, and the words of an old prayer remind us that we are surrounded “by faithless fears and worldly anxieties.” Some might be tempted to recall words from an old Peggy Lee song: “bring out the booze and let’s keep on dancing – if that’s all there is.”

Thank God, there is more to life than that! Remember who you are? The “real presence” of God lives within your very own being – every man, woman, and child. We have souls that will never die. Stillness and quiet times will reaffirm that presence within you. Don’t be afraid. It is a gateway on your inner journey of discovery, of becoming the newness of life for which you were created in spite of our rebellion.

But growing pains accompany “newness of life.” The inner journey of “becoming” is not without risks and challenges. After all Lent is not simply another annual self-improvement program, “spring training,” polishing up our personal rough edges. At its heart, it is “soul-searching,” seeking a deeper communion with a “real presence,” the Spirit of God that lives within you. Lent is not the time we clean up the old model, it is the time we begin or continue that inner journey of transformation. Now we examine the risks and challenges. Now we turn to today’s Gospel according to St. Matthew. We call it “Jesus’ Temptations in the Wilderness.” (Think – Test/Challenge) It is important to remember that only Jesus could have told this account.

As soon as Jesus came up from Jordan’s baptismal waters, he saw in a vision the Spirit of God coming down, enveloping him with God’s Presence, and he heard a voice: “This is my Son, the Beloved; my favor rests upon him.” Jesus is the human face of God, the Real Human Being, yet bound inextricably within God’s mysterious presence and boundless love. At that moment he had no choice but to seek out a desert place of solitude, silence, stillness to fully realize what the future now held for him. At the end of his time of fasting, he began to find out.

The devil knew that Jesus was God’s Messiah, so he began his “mind games,” “ego games” with him, testing him with three challenges. The first one: “If you are the Son of God turn these brown stones that look like barley loaves into bread.” Jesus replied: “People can’t just live on bread alone. They need every word of love that God has to give them.” Next, the Devil took him to a high wall by the Temple on the edge of a cliff: “If you are the Son of God, thrown yourself off of this wall. Scripture says: Angels will catch you and you won’t even hurt your foot against a stone.” Jesus said: “You don’t play those kind of testing games with the Lord your God.” And last, the biggest temptation of all. From a high mountain, he gives Jesus a vision of all the kingdoms of the world and their splendor. It’s all yours if you fall down at my feet and worship me.” Jesus replies: “Satan, get out of here. You and I both know that in the end you must worship and serve the Lord your God.” It was over for now, but Jesus knew that more spiritual warfare was to come. All of the “mind games” Satan played with Jesus perhaps can be summed up in one sentence: “Forget about who you are. Every person wants what I am offering you. Imagine – it’s all for you…and it’s free!”

What “mind games,” “ego games,” challenge our lives, our journeys? I suspect that each one of us can spend some time with this question, especially as we translate our Lord Jesus’ temptations, tests, challenges into the arena of our own lives.

The Lenten season and every season of your life is an opportunity to contemplate that soul-searching question: Who am I? Remember who you are.

Consider this:
1. The gift of God’s “real presence” lives forever within you. It is an inner journey that always awaits you.
2. The gatewas is through a time of silence, quiet, stillness, alone.
3. The 23rd Psalm is a gateway to lead you on your inner journey and I would like us to recite the King James Version together.
4. Open the red Prayer Book, p. 476, the King James Version. Let us read it thoughtfully together. It is the narrative of each of our lives.
5. Close: What Jesus said to those first disciples as they journeyed with Him, Jesus says to you: “Courage. It is I. Do not be afraid.”
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Sermon, The Rev. Charles Pedersen, December 20

12/20/2009

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4th Sunday in Advent - St. Michael’s & All Angel’s Church, Albuquerque, New Mexico
The Rev. Charles Pedersen
12/20/09

An Advent Prayer…Almighty God, give us grace that we may cast away the works of darkness, and put upon us the armor of light, now in the time of this mortal life in which thy son Jesus Christ came to visit us in great humility; that in the last day, when he shall come again in his glorious majesty to judge both the living and the dead, we may rise to the life immortal, through him who liveth and reigneth with thee and the Holy Spirit, one God, now and forever. Amen.

The season of Advent is a strange time. The words in the four collects for the season are both ominous and hopeful, full of darkness and light. There was a time when it was traditional to preach on the themes of Death, Judgment, Heaven, and Hell. There are still echoes of these themes in our Advent collects. But the Advent season, now waning, has counseled us to seek “quiet time” to reflect on our lives, asking ourselves those basic down-to-earth questions that govern our lives: Who am I? What is my life for? What are my hopes for the future? For disciples of Jesus these questions set us again on our journey, our quest for the meaning of our lives. We begin by living through that annual cycle of Jesus’ birth, his ministry and teaching, his passion, death and resurrection, his ascension with the promise that through the creative Holy Spirit of God, he would be with us to the end of time and beyond.

But Advent is also a time of darkness and shadows. Nature itself bears witness to it with daylight progressively diminishing each day in the face of increasing darkness. But in this time of darkness, there are shadows that beckon us to quietly, thoughtfully, prayerfully, ask ourselves still another question: As disciples of Jesus, his followers, what have we gotten ourselves into? There is good news and bad news! The bad news is that on this journey we have to do our own exploring of our own “inner space” in real time. We have to explore in the midst of the present Christmas frenzy, commonly called “the holidays”. It is a time in which we are both victims and perpetrators! The English poet, W.H. Auden, in his Christmas Oratorio: For the Time Being, captures our time, writing that “craving the sensation, but ignoring the cause, we look around for something, no matter what, to inhibit our self-reflection…:

So what is the good news here? The dilemma of our time now provides us all the opportunity to dig deep into our lives to discover the God-given potential gifted us at birth. The bad news”? It’s risky business! It’s like mining for diamonds. The treasure is to be found midst a lot of trash of no value. All this means that there is so much about ourselves of which we are not aware - potential for good , potential for evil, for hatred and great harm, for peace, love, joy, reconciliation.

Here is a poem that perhaps starkly uses the Advent-Christmas arena to make a point:

The useful child is born again, manipulated

By childless men.

The battered babe is tightly bound,

With festive ropes and bell-numbed sound.

His nascent joy is the parcel of all,

In neoned mangers storied tall.

What kind of people use a child

in this manner?

The same that secured him with nails and a

Hammer.

Why would anyone do this to Jesus? I believe his mother Mary, the woman who opened herself to the creative Spirit of God, will give us an answer. She bursts forth with joy: “My soul magnifies the Lord, my spirit rejoices in God my Savior!”…and as she continues her praise of God, she is given an inner vision of the very nature of God, and in this discovery describes who her son will be. He will be the human presence of God, the flesh and blood, earthly reality of God Himself. He, the beloved one, will bring within himself the gift of newness of life and transformation for all who would follow him on that new path of self- sacrificing love.

Then Mary’s exultation gives way to what the power of his self-emptying love will bring to human kind and what will be the cost. She proclaims:

“He has shown strength with his arm; he has scattered the proud and haughty in the imagination and plans of their hearts.

He has pulled down the mighty from their seats, and has exalted and dignified the humble and meek.

He has filled the hungry with good things, and the rich he has sent empty away.”

What do we have here? I believe we have a revolution with Jesus confronting all of our values. A new paradigm for living- a newness in our moral life, our social life, our economic life. Jesus comes as the new life-bringer, the life-changer powered by self-sacrificing love, a kind of love that would triumph over the powers that sought to destroy him forever.

God, then, through Mary’s life, has given us a picture of Jesus, as well as the reason for his rejection. It seems simple. Jesus became an inconvenience, a disruption to most people’s daily lives and routines, relationships. A threat to their way of life. These forces, more or less, still operate among us. They shadow our lives. And we all are restless, because God’s love keeps us restless, because he gifted each of us with a soul, that deep and mysterious presence within which resides a new heart filled with new life waiting to be discovered. And it keeps us restless. Don’t deny it. Don’t seek to avoid it. It will not go away. God’s outpouring creative love will not be taken back. It is yours forever.

Let me close with an image and a “mantra” I’d like to share with you. Perhaps it might have meaning for you. It is another way of knowing. Imagine that your soul and within in it that new heart is like a manger waiting to be filled with the presence of the Lord Jesus. Then, when you can be still, try saying these words over and over again: “Come into my heart, Lord Jesus, there is room in my heart for thee.” Now, will you say it together with me? (said) Please, say it one more time with me.

(Amen.)

4th Sunday in Advent - St. Michael’s & All Angel’s Church, Albuquerque, New Mexico

The Rev. Charles Pedersen

12/20/09
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